EVOLUTION...

This blog is also from my Yahoo 360 page...As I hope you will enjoy it; it also is a re-affirmation for me...

HEY BABIES...BEFORE I GET INTO WHAT I REALLY WANT TO BLOG ABOUT TODAY, I WANTED TO SHARE WITH Y'ALL SOMETHING THAT WAS SAID TO ME BY A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE. MY FRIEND SAYS THAT HE DOESN'T GET THE WHOLE SHARING PERSONAL STRUGGLES, SITUATIONS, EMOTIONS, ETC. ONLINE. HE SAID CHATTING OR BLOGGING SHOULD BE UPBEAT OR CASUAL...NOT ALL SERIOUS AND STUFF. AND THOUGH I DO FEEL THAT THERE IS SOME INFORMATION OR SOME SITUATIONS THAT ARE TOO PERSONAL TO SHARE, AS A BLOGGER I DO UNDERSTAND IT. IT'S A WAY TO EXPRESS ONESELF WITHOUT A WHOLE LOT OF JUDGEMENT AND SOMETIMES THAT'S ALL WE REALLY NEED.
NOW...DOWN TO THE BUSINESS AT HAND.

AS I MENTIONED IN MY LAST BLOG, I AM BEING PREPARED...FOR WHAT? I DON'T KNOW. GOD IS PREPARING ME, SO MY TRUST AND FAITH IN HIM IS STRONG, SO I'M NOT WORRIED. AS HE CONTINUES TO WORK ON ME, I AM EVOLVING. THAT'S A BIG WORD...RIGHT? I KNOW, BUT IT TRULY APPLIES TO MY JOURNEY. I AM CHANGING AND I AM LOVING EVERY MINUTE OF IT.

FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO REALLY KNOW ME, YOU KNOW THAT CONFIDENCE OR THE LACK THERE OF HAS NEVER REALLY BEEN AN ISSUE FOR ME BECAUSE I'VE ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS FABULOUS ON ONE LEVEL OR ANOTHER. FOR THE MOST PART, I'VE ALWAYS BEEN COMFORTABLE IN MY SKIN. BUT HERE LATELY, A SISTAH'S BEEN HIGH-STEPPIN' LIKE A MUG...FEELIN' GOOD AND I EVEN GOT A LITTLE GLOW ABOUT ME. I SMILE MORE AND MY SPIRIT IS EASY RIGHT NOW.
I KNOW WHAT IT IS...YUP, I SURE DO...I'M IN LOVE Y'ALL...THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT IT IS.

WITH WHOM? YOU MAY ASK. I HAVE NO PROBLEM TELLING YOU...
I'M IN LOVE WITH ME!!! OR SHOULD I SAY, THE WOMAN I AM BECOMING.
MY OUTLOOK ON LIFE IS CHANGING, MY OUTLOOK ON RELATIONSHIPS ARE DEFINITELY CHANGING....I DON'T KNOW...I'M JUST FEELING GOOD. OK...MY MARRIAGE IS COMING TO END, BUT I'M NOT MAD ABOUT IT ANYMORE...OK...MAYBE A LITTLE BIT, BUT IT'S NOT CONSUMING ME ANYMORE. BASICALLY, I CAN LOOK AT HIM AND NOT WANT TO BASH HIS FACE IN TO THE POINT WHERE HE IS UNRECOGNIZABLE....SO I THINK I'M MAKING PROGRESS...LOL!
I'M DISCOVERING WHO I AM SPIRITUALLY, MENTALLY, EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSICALLY. THE THINGS THAT TRULY MAKE ME HAPPY ARE BEING REVEALED TO ME DAILY.

EVOLUTION IS A WONDERFUL THING! STAY TUNED FOR PART 2.
THANKS FOR READING BABIES...UNTIL NEXT TIME...

HUGS&STUFF